music: janet jackson- black cat (rhythm nation 1814)

jack white split up with renee zellwegger. probably a publicity stunt for her movie over here but if you were REALLY in love with someone you'd milk it for publicity rather than split. so this is my theory- nicole kidman and jude law also star with them in 'cold mountain' so i think the jack/renee romance was formed to take the heat off that. oh that and she had 'chicago' coming out

whatever the problem theres always a way to fix it. before you think im talking crap i spent this morning at this 16-25 age group youth counselling place for over an hour. about the self-harm issue and as well as a psychatrist i also have counselling once a week. im also another priority case. im always one of them!

i love having my old computer back. if i didnt say i changed the computers over and now i get to use this one for internet/stories/whatever i want basically! its nice coz i can have a life without my brother constantly moaning as he has his computer in his room now. oh and i can now use my harry potter mouse mat (its the first flying lesson from the first film - 'grip it tight, we dont want you sliding off the end!)

went shopping today with my mum on the way back from the youth counselling centre. she had come along for moral support. spent waaaaaaaay too much (�90)on cds and got a scarf that ive wanted since i saw it when i went shopping the other day. so thats sorted. when we have the energy we'll finish sorting out the front garden!

sorry this sounds like a really girly 16year old entry (minus the 'ive got a crush on...') but im still a bit nervous about what happened at youth counselling. i just wanna think about something else. ill write an entry later... maybe even a story!