my next door neighbour keeps ringing me since he came home from work as i havent contacted him all day.

best thing to do all round i thought.

hes even rung me from his wifes phone which scared me even more

all of this has scared me so much so that i found my friend...

blood now covers everything. every part of my body because i dont deserve to be here after what i did. im a whore... im a bitch... im someone who doesnt deserve a place on this earth