music: amy studt - under the thumb (false smiles)

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ok very big problem...

my very married next door neigbour has asked me out for a meal. now im still trying to process this through my head but still its a very big problem!

i was sat round theirs as id gone out shopping last night and they wantd a couple of things and he answered the door and invited me. all i ended up was sitting watching the football results come in and trying to sound interested but i so wasnt! then it all happened after his kids went to bed.

i still reak of his aftershave. disgusting stuff and im sure my mum could smell it when i came back in the house. he's said if he was single he would fancy me like mad. that doesnt help the situation at all, especially as he called me up last night!

i guess there is the option of moving away... or not leaving the house... or a little bit of ignorance might do the trick!

yeah i used to fancy him when i was 12 and a newcastle united football club fanatic but now everythings different and im not that same girl anymore. ive seen more of this vicious cruel world then i had back then. im different now. im a punk/goth/skater girl with a tendancy for things that are a lot different to the average girl. how many people do you know that are fascinated by skulls?

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my room is a state since ive been away so im having a bloody good clear out! got a new story on the go and am almost finished with the one going on here. just dont have no idea how to properly finish it.

answers on a note or guestbook would be very much appreciated as its been great with the support from fans of my story... now its your story...

i'll write every ending that i get just so you can see how it pans out!