have only been back off my 'hols' for just over an hour and typical me is back on the internet!!!

i stayed at marge's for a few days and we had such a great time. i missed her birthday as i had to go on that family holiday that i was on over a week ago. i had let her know back in march i wouldnt be down for that weekend and she totally understood. i promised back then id be up to see her for a few days and so off i went the other day!

i met her at the pub she works at, 'brewery tap', and her boyfriend rich came into meet me so i didnt get chatted up by the local drunks. i hate being sleazed on by locals!!! he walked me to marges to drop my stuff off and then we walked back to the pub and sat and chatted.

i never realised how easy it was to chat to rich before then. i told him stuff i dont normally tell anyone and he took it normally. reminded me of the first time i ever spoke to peter and we were sat there and i admitted i self-harmed a lot and he just took it in his stride. shall say more about that tomorrow. this entry isnt about that

anyway marge and and i had loadsa fun. she brought me the poster in the picture for this entry. i fell in love with it as soon as i saw it on the internet last week. to see it actually in front of me was amazing. and brought for me as a surprise by my bestest friend!!

i spent waaaay too much money on cds as well. got michelle branch- hotel paper, sclub7- say goodbye, linkin park- faint, cyndi lauper- greatest hits, the vines- highly evolved, and loadsa others. ive gotta kerb my addiction to cds. its getting way too bad!

dont even get me started 'toys r us' or the broomstick i saw that was actually used in 'harry potter and the philosophers stone', and signed by the cast!!

we sat in and watched really girlie films as well- 'the sweetest thing', '10 things i hate about you', 'legally blonde', and 'the tuxedo'. well technically i didnt watch the last one as i fell asleep during the whole film!! we were going to watch 'oceans 11' but it wouldnt work.

we were just really girlie and gossiping about everything whilst stuffing our faces with pizza and popcorn!!

marge admitted to me shes being driven crazy by living with christina. i know how she feels as i lived with christina the year before she moved in with her.

christinas one of those people taht you could never believe what people who live with her say- shes annoying- but unfortunatly its all true. she doesnt look after herself. the type of person who complains about being ill and does fuck all about it and believes shes wasting doctors time if she goes there with something major.

dont get me wrong i do like her but you can only take her in very small doses.

i said to marge, trying not to sound bitchy, that if christina cant afford to live there, which she practically cant anyway, then i can fill in her room for her. it doesnt take much to transfer from one sainsburys to another and i could really do with the change.

so could marge!

i didnt want to leave marge when it came down to me leaving her this afternoon. that girl makes me happy with myself and tahts something every person needs.

marge is honest, trustworthy, loyal and def opinionated. shes a lot of other good things as well but i definitly admire those qualities in her.