dont ask how i managed to do it but i managed to sprain my ankle yesterday. its dislocated out of its socket and yesterday was really painful to walk on. i couldnt walk without someone helping me. god i hope i never have to have physio coz yesterday was painful enough in itself! anyway spent quite a few hours in the accident and emergency department. normally im there for my epielepsy and they even commented that they hadnt seen me for a bit!

theres a really cute guy that does the night shift. he looks like mike shinoda from linkin park and always smiles at me whenever i see him. only spoken to him once but it would be nice to spend some more time wit him ;)

im having fun sorting out my room at the moment. putting photos into photo albums and just sorting things out. throwing old stuff away and letting new stuff in. its a philosophy that seems to make senses to me. you need to let old stuff out before new stuff can come in.

went to the pub with lara yesterday as well. we sat out in the beer garden and had this combo platter to share. laras a strange girl. sometimes i think that all she wants to be really is a spoilt brat with nothing better to do than talk about herself. people like that do annoy me. its like there is more to life then the ins and outs of your life you know! i can get so annoyed with her that i just want to scream at her but that wouldnt do any good.

the other day she sent me and her x-boyf paul a text saying can you sort out 'my job' for me. paul and i got really annoyed with this coz really its none of our buisness and we shouldnt be doing this but we did anyway coz thats the type of people we are. its just that being messenger for something you know someone wont be happy with is very daunting...

im on 3week holiday now from work which is quite relieving. as i think i might have said i work at sainsburys coffee shop with paul, katherine, steve, rosella, martha, maggie, avril, norma, sue, steve, tom, christina, ben, lara, milade and tom- im sure ive forgotten someone!. i will miss the place as its given me a lot of oppurtunities and a new life that otherwise i would have missed out on.

ive had a thing for tom for awhile. ive managed to quell it as he had a girlf for a bit and we didnt work that much together. last saturday though was great. i miss last saturday! tom and i got on like a house on fire and were telling each other stuff we'd never told anyone. its almost like a brother/sister relationship. can be frustrating at times but at least we dont hate each other.