im off work as i have a mixture of bad period pains and epielepsy. the mixture of hormones going mad and brain working overtime arent good for me so once a month i go more than crazy!

theres a new girl who started at work. technically shes not new as she comes back from university in northampton, where shes studying graphic design, and works in the coffee shop with me and the rest of us mad people! her names katherine and we get on great. its nice to work with a girl instead of not understanding the blokey jokes between paul and steve. not saying that i dont mind working with them but there are some things you are just fed up of hearing. esp the long-running joke about them 2 having this homosexual affair which i dont mind for a couple of days (neither does steve) but when a purely hetrosexual guy like steve gets fed up with it and nearly belts paul one you know its gone too far. why did i have to be off that day when that almost happened!!

tom, milade and i had a load of fun on saturday. normally i dont work saturdays but when i do its always a laugh. this time more than normal and im glad we did as we ended up having a water fight by the dishwasher. it was so fun.

tom and i have this brother/sister type relationship and it works well. i did use to fancy him when i first started but now we just behave like nothing ever happened. im sure its in the back of his head but hey you have to deal with a person and not the way they act and present themselves around you. he has told me some personal stuff and i applaud him for that as he thought id laugh, and that was the last thing i did. i did promise him i wouldnt anyway. he wants to go to drama school and as he's really shy it would be good for him. i think its really admirable that he wants to do that.